Friday, April 09, 2010

Frozen

It wasn't so interesting as a thought it would be... but again, I not even got to actually do it so, I give you points for nothing, nothing it all...but your black eyes.
That's it. It ended there, with a kiss and no promeses, because I just can't help to be myself. I can't help not to call you, not to miss you, not to talk to you. But I have to desire you, to kiss you, to touch you, to play with you, to manipu-.... shh! That's a secret that everyone knows that I'm never going to tell you.
Anyway... If I never see your face again I don't care.
Yes, I'm a cold hearted bitch... but if you could see beyond my childish games you could make me yours forever. I want to be amazed, crushed, overwhelmed, impressed....
And yet again I found myself playing with anything that comes to my way. Again, I just can't help to be myself.
I'm just not ready (after how many years!) to be owned by anyone!!!!.... maybe I'll never be, and I don't know if I really care. Should I?... Yes, I'm frozen...